It’s a pisser when things don’t work out the way you want them to. The problem with life is, you always get carried away. You kind of assume things will happen and when people let you down you’ve got to take the come down. Then comes the recognition, realisation (oh for fuck’s sake) and there are two things you can do:
- Take the shit, keep your head down and don’t whinge
- Roll the dice.
See, I think life is just a series of choices. Not good or bad, just choices. There are no answers, only choices. Rolling the dice is when this moment rears its head. You don’t know where it’s going to come from, you don’t know where it will lead, you just hope that the grass can be greener somewhere else. (I wonder how many clichés I can use today?)
So the way I try to think of it, is I just have to change the situation.I may not think it’s fair or anything, but what the fuck does it matter anyway?
Decision made. Out of my hands. I just got to take the gamble and roll…